Sunday, September 27, 2009

I hate shit that knows me so well.

So, I saw Tien's blog and I decided to do one too... ironically, it described mw really well. I don't how know how shit does that but it's pretty damn weird.

Name: Lori
Date: 9/27/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34152607

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

Saturday, September 26, 2009


Now this is interesting, for those who's not in the loop...apparently Alicia Keys was fucking Swiss Beats who is very well married. So now I guess he's acting hubby to AK while Mashonda is left to bite the dust.

Mashonda reaching out to AK via Twitter:

'After having a great evening with my son and enjoying some fun twit chat, I decided to sign off and get some work done. However, a few hours later I was advised that I should check @aliciakeys twit page. I've never reached out to her on twitter before. I feel our issues are a lot more serious than a website conversation. Not to mention that I've reached out to her many times in the beginning of this whole thing, as any wife would do. Unfortunately, I never succeeded in getting a response. The 1st time I meet AK, my husband introduced us to each other at an event. ( I have no choice but to call him my husband, until he is not anymore) In the messages that I sent to her (AK), I made it very clear that on the contrary of what she might be hearing, I am still married to my husband, living with him and just had a child. Its been two years and I still have not received a response. What I do receive, is constant displays of selfishness and disconcern to me and my son.

I was a fan of AK's last album, we were both signed to J Records and I always checked up on her projects. I sang her songs and admired her for creating Superwoman and Karma, I would never deny her, her talent. I believed in her until I found out she was possibly sleeping with my husband. The affair was denied by both, until it was finally admitted months later.

Already I can hear some of you saying " why are u blaming her, You cant make someone leave their wife, You cant break something thats broken". Well, my marriage was not broken, as far as I knew we were celebrating our sons birth and getting ready to celebrate our 5 year wedding anniversary . Call it blind love, whatever. I call it being a devoted wife.. As far as me blaming her and not blaming him, thats false. Me and my husband have worked out our differences. We are in a good place as people and as parents. I accept his choices and I am comfortable enough with myself to move on. I am so very blessed in many ways.

My concern with AK is no longer the fact that she assisted in destroying a family but that she has the audacity to make these selfish comments about love and wanting to be with someone, even after knowing their situation. How is this the same Superwoman that I sang out loud with in my truck? I ask myself sometimes.

If you are reading this Alicia, let me start by saying, you know what you did. You know the role you played and you know how you contributed to the ending of my marriage. You know that I asked you to step back and let me handle my family issues. Issues that you helped to create.
Im not saying everything was perfect all the time but no relationship is perfect. We made a vow to God and I believe you should have respected that, as a woman. I know you owe me or my son nothing but I just wish you would've handled things more carefully. I'm not judging you, I put you and the whole situation in the hands of God, the Higher Power. Just know that as a woman, I expected so much more from you. I never had intentions on reaching out to you this way but after reading your twits tonight, and the constant disregard, you left me no choice. I feel that after 1 and a half years of you hiding this affair and acting like it doesnt exist, that now is the time to confront it, since you talk so openly about it now

This is not a publicity stunt, I dont have a record coming out. I just need to close this chapter in my life and that means confronting our issues. There is a small child involved. His dad loves him to death and he wants to spend more time with him but hes afraid because he knows we don't have a relationship. This is my main concern. My son NEEDS his dad and I NEED to be comfortable with you. For him!

I know many will see my point and many will not be able to look into what's real because they only want to see Alicia Keys the celebrity, not the human. This is not for the "people", this is for you. Like I said I was left no choice but to reach out to you this way. By now, Im sure you want to find a balance in this as well.

I read your tweets tonight and I felt they were very insensitive. You have no idea how much pain I was caused because of this affair. Its baffling to me that you don't understand what I might have gone through with this situation. I dont consider myself a victim anymore, Ive learned alot from this! I just ask you to try and be a bit more realistic and delicate to the situation, at least until my divorce is final. I felt me attending the party would have been a starting point for us, since you shook my hand after I offered it, but I suppose I was wrong.

If its so, that you and my husband are meant to be together, then God bless you both and I hope you never have to deal with what I did. I would not wish it on my worst enemy. If you two being together forever is the case, its more of a reason for us to get along, because I'm not going anywhere. Theres a child to be raised.

To answer your tweet, choose smart over spark. Sparks burn everyone, be smart! Its simple actually, just think of the shoe being on the other foot.

Stay blessed and lets work this thing out with respect and dignity'

Now let me just say I do NOT blame Mashonda for feeling the need to do this....cuz' she handled it pretty good. Other wifeys could have assassinated Alicia. I don't know what more Alicia wants...she got the dude already...and if she really is in LOVE; she'd be a real woman and learn how to accept Mashonda & both her and Swiss's son, cuz' like she said..she ain't going nowhere!

Friday, September 25, 2009

S o G oo d.

If Willie can kiss himself...I think he would.


Name: tien
Date: 9/25/2009
Colorgenics Number: 41026357

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Happy Friday.

Just like the Jay mixtape, DJ Noodles didn't disappoint. Shit is DOPE.

So fix ya mothafucking face &

and if you don't believe me...listen for yourself.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Darling Nicki

Jimmy Choo x H&M

This autumn, British accessory brand Jimmy Choo will bring its international glamour and covetable shoes and bags to selected H&M stores. The collection will be available from November 14 in around 200 stores across the world. It is the first time that H&M is collaborating with an accessories brand, and to celebrate Jimmy Choo will extend its design vision for this collection to women’s clothing to complement the accessories. Further exciting news is that this collaboration includes a men’s collection of shoes, bags and accessories.

Shouts to my girl Wich for spreading this info...dope!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

good morning.

"Everyone who got to where they are had to begin where they were."
- Richard Paul Evans

James Fauntleroy- Zillion

Download here

Jay-Z- What We Talkin' About

Download here

David Guetta ft. Novel- Missing You

Download here

Drake- Fear

Download here

'Every word I utter will be mine.'

Happy Hump Day

prison break-

wentworth miller.
member him from prison break?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Presenting: Downtown Pepper

I got the chance to have a Q&A with the gorgeous Pepper who is the creator of Composition Inc.

..........and it went a little something like this:

When was the first time you tried on make-up?

I tried make-up in J.H.S I would experiment but as a child I would always
put on my moms blush, play in her stuff and walk around the house in
her heels and stuff :) and model for her company.

What inspired you to become a make-up artist?

I just feel like with make-up there really no boundaries I am able to
express my creativity in various ways and I love making women feel
beautiful because so many women have low self-esteem.

How do you differ from other make-up artists who's popular by their

That's the thing we all are one in the same we all learn the same stuff
and try to make it our own but how I am different is i am young. I am
well educated about my career
and I work soooo hard and I always think of ways to reach people who
are there to support me.

What do you think is the number 1 make-up/skincare mistake?

Not taking care of your skin and thinking make-up just solving everything
not moisturizing not using a SPF and using tanning beds!!!!

What is your daily skincare/makeup routine?

Cleanse,Tone,Treatment,Moisturize, Eye cream
Primer, Foundation, Concealer, Eye Primer, Eyeshadow, Eyeliner, Mascara,
Lip Primer

Cleanse,Tone,Treatment,Night Cream, Eye cream ,...Sleep :)

In your opinion, what is going to be a popular make-up trend for the Fall?

Dark Lips, Matte Nail Polish, Pro Nails, Cat Eyes , Smokey Eyes, Grey Eye Shadow

What kind of topics do you cover during 'Lipstick Language'?

I have noticed in the past, I am not able to reach all my viewers
and a lot of them have the same questions at once so I created lipstick language
so that one night, once a week ladies can chat with me live
see and address all there concerns about beauty and fashion it's more
personal that way!

We have done Temptu demonstrations on the show Hd beauty Exlir brands
are sending us products to talk about, we did a amazing giveaway last
show and also we are doing our 10th episode live from dashing diva
with our viewers in the NYC Area !!

Do you prefer drugstore or name-brand products?

I don't discriminate but you have to all keep in mind you pay for
quality so when you spend 8 bucks on mascara that dries up in a week you
can just pay the 24 bucks and get something that will last you 2

Things you couldn't live without:
Music, Accessories, Mascara, Hot Pink Lipstick, Composition Inc,
Beauty Book, Fashions Mags, & My Dreams :)

Current favorite products?
Mr Sunlight From Givenchy [I believe she was trying to say 'Mister Bright' by Givenchy ;)] & Snow Bunny Bronzer

Current obsessions?
My Current Obsession is Calgel Japanese nails

What inspires your wardrobe?

I don't have a an inspiration, I just wake up and throw on whatever
makes me happy.

What are some of your favorite Fall trends?

To me this was last years trend, I just get to repeat it motorcycle
jackets and high boots.

Favorite brands? [clothing]
Marc Jacob
Hellz Bellz
Moshino Cheap & chic
Free People
Lola shoes

Describe yourself in 5 words:

What's one essential tip you feel ladies should know?
Good skin care comes first, make-up just covers the issues where as
skin corrects the issues :)

How to reach Pepper:
Composition Inc.

Thanks Pep for taking the time out to answer our questions!!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

James Fauntleroy II

Talent at its' best, wrote most of your favorite songs...I appreciate talent like this.

Some songs he wrote:
  • Jordin Sparks & Chris B.- No Air
  • Chris Brown & Keri Hilson- Superhuman
  • Lady Gaga- Paparazzi
  • Chris Brown- Take You Down
  • Ciara-Love, Sex, & Magic
  • Rihanna- Te Amo
Of course I couldn't leave you all hanging without a download.

Knock yaself out.


Sorry for being MIA, I'll get back to normal soon.

rear-wheel drive

puahaha; my boyfriend had a dream he traded our GSR for a 240.

doesnt it look fun?


Friday, September 18, 2009

to the man upstairs...

i gladly appreciated if you sent me this... pretty please.

its been a bad week... i just wanna lock myself in and smoke myself away. REAL TALK.

only my best understands this whole ordeal. LMAO.


Thursday, September 17, 2009


it's OK. Ok?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Kings Of Leon

I remember wondering what's this big buzz on Kings of Leon....until I downloaded their album...Amazing!!

...and maybe I got a thang for the lead singer...just sayin'.

No one puts Baby in the corner..

“Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.”

-Benjamin Spock

Monday, September 14, 2009


So I sign into FB today to see this hot mess....

Did I think he was wrong? YES.
Do I think he deserves this? NO.
Do I still him? YESYESYES.

Taylor should be over it....I mean that's the industry...go hard or go home.


Poor RiRi, looked great but horrible singing.

This show was sickening and made me see Hova in another light.

Someone tell this dude
I ♥ HIM!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

to you forever, from me to you...

3 Peat
Mr. Carter
A Milli
Got Money
Dr. Carter
Phone Home
Tie My Hands
Mrs. Officer
Let The Beat Build
Shoot Me Down
Playing With Fire
You Ain't Got Nothing
Don't Get It
Lollipop (remix)

by far my favorite CD by him. x3
i been sitting home watching LIL WAYNE; Behind The Music VH1
& it reminded me to listen to his cd again.

a little something, something...

; veni. vidi.

dtl x3

Pls & Thanks.

Just becus I fucking felt like it...*shrugs*

Friday, September 11, 2009


MediaTakeOut is like something I hate yet love @ the same time...

Muy Bueno

"I've said before that as a former smoker I constantly struggle with it," the president said. "Have I fallen off the wagon sometimes? Yes. Am I a daily smoker, a constant smoker? No."

I feel like he doesn't even have to explain himself...if he wants to smoke...let him fucking smoke!

Thursday, September 10, 2009


Aries Traits

Adventurous and energetic
Pioneering and courageous
Enthusiastic and confident
Dynamic and quick-witted

On the dark side...

Selfish and quick-tempered
Impulsive and impatient
Foolhardy and daredevil

  • Action
  • Coming in first
  • Challenges
  • Championing Causes
  • Spontaneity
  • Waiting Around
  • Admitting Failure
  • No opposition
  • Tyranny
  • Other peoples advice ;)

PROBLEM: Lacking real coherence and direction. Failing to contemplate, only pretending to be decisive.
SOLUTION: What springs from your actions is only a reflection of your heart. Soul search and resolve some personal issues you may have buried.

PROBLEM: Being deserted by others because they cannot make you notice them and their feelings in any other way.
SOLUTION: If you truly have a point, if you don't they won't. Examine your attitude and put yourself in their shoes.

PROBLEM: Always tripping over yourself, inviting conflict and harsh treatment. Getting deflated.
SOLUTION: Learn the art of looking before you leap. Which means first finding out what it is you wish to make happen first, then act.

This explains me like an open book....

I ♥ Astrology

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Dirty $

Always refreshing to hear Biggie's voice on a track.

Fall- into place.

i must say... honestly.. SUMMER FUCKING SUCKED... but overall i had fun...

my 2 faveee seasons;

i lovee how fall isnt too hot & not too cold either, yet it falls into winter where i find the perfect outfits to wear. CUTE&COMFY.

i been sitting around all summer, failing to sign up for college and get morning&afternoon classes.... instead i signed up for the 2nd semi which starts in mid-january. 2010.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? 2010? shit dont even sound attractive....

i dont know about you guys out there; but i feel like a loser-ass not doing anything with my life.. besides me working.. i been trying to go to school... i get so bored of sitting on my ass at home if im not at work. i mean yeah.. schools not for everyone.. but i believe everyone should give it a shot...

but anyways... i dont have much to say, just wanted to update a little.


Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My names Tien...

and I am COMPLETELY addicted to deep conditioning.....

What's YOUR current obsession?!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Ghetto Palette...

Dee & I are always talkin' bout getting the Coastal Scents 88 Palette but seriously, I hardly ever use eyeshadow....but this is just dope...haaa.

I feel like..

Everyone with a blog nowadays is rushing to get the latest news, gossip, or fashion...

*shrugs* I just do what the fuck I wanna do...

anyway, shout out to all the interesting blogs. You make me come back for more.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Bursting ya bubble..

Pls don't try to shoplift around me. kThanksBye.

Saturday, September 5, 2009


The more difficult the obstacle,
the stronger you are for tackling it.

FUCK U photoalbum

I feel like I'm getting haunted by my old photo album. I put it away so many times yet it's always somewhere random.....I just cannot look @ the pics. The bad acne, hoodrat clothes, x airforce ones.

Not to mention when me and the best used to go meet up with dudes, and try to smoke Black & Milds....SMHSMH!!! I just can't deal and I will burn the shit outta this album.



From fab to drag..

Well apparently the ex-actress Maia Campbell is a Crackwhore, Addicted to Crystal Meth, taking peoples' car in Germantown [Philly], singing naked for crack, and a schizophrenic.

Get it together bitch.

Friday, September 4, 2009

I'm gonna blow this place up with the F-BOMB.

a lot of things.

FUCK you, you and you. FUCK bullshitters, wannabes and bitches.
SO sick of excuses, imitation, lies and people.

(But don't FUCK our followers and viewers, of course.)

Have a GREAT day, btw.

I present..

Yeah yeah, my mindset changes so much throughout the day.
Some of the useless shit I won't post here goes there.
That's if you care.

Money season...

“Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up.”

....and if I don't fux with you anymore you know why.

I'm so bad with texting/BBMing/Twittering/etc. nowadays..

Stick with the kid for a little tho..

Build-up for the Fall, are you ready?!

sidenote: This post is DejaVu like a mother...I had a dream of me posting this blog. Good shit.

Thursday, September 3, 2009


lately ive been up & about working and whatnot, got me a 2nd job and im starting college soon, so yeahh been too busy to blog..
sooo heres an update from me....
btw, i wont be visiting NJ for labor day weekend... sorry guyss. boo hoo
thuydee lovele

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Run if you see this guy

I guess your face gets that flexible once you hit granny's age.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Real ♥

Live Your Life.

If you want your life to be a certain way,
be that way yourself.

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